that focus is about saying NO

Something like the dots only connects looking backwards, never looking forwards.

This is very true for me, and I realize it whenever I look back at my old notes.

and sometimes I don’t even want to do anything

But I want to do everything.

When I was little the world was so colorful and vibrant and I had strong emotions elicited about the most mundane things like the rainbow caused by the sun refracting through the patterned glass window or a new video game (like the first time playing Minecraft). Later this all wore off and the world seemed to get really dull and boring. Being in college now, I’ve done lots of interesting projects and achieved lots of great things which has changed that, but I can tell this excitement will likely too wear off. But I think there is way more in the world to learn than I possibly ever even could so I should use this phenomenon to my advantage and pursue greater achievements and constantly learn new things.

Controls everything.

Not the purple stuff, I mean the business methodology.

Where Spam grows on trees

• Music
• Video Editing
• Photo Editing and Compositing

Maybe 3D modeling too?

It’s literally how I got my name

it’s the big mac

8/14/2023 Edit: SIKE, it’s the little mac.

get it
forget it

learn what you have

we need to dive deep

debate of the century.

Make it worth it.

Take a bone, add it to a banana. Now you have a bonana.

Maybe I don’t have as much from the past as I thought.